my future...?!

Bothering...
Annoying...
My future life...
Every day also annoying the same thing...
What course should I take for my study soon????
A level?? Diploma??
Suck!!Arghhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ><
Waiting for SPM result come out...between, I'm damn scare..I can't imagine what will I become if I fail my SPM..maybe I'll MAD

My cousin..she wants to study law..
But, a lawyer really wants very good in argument..
For me..i can't
My dad asked me to study this before...erm, not only this..he also asked me to study politics, police and accountant..=.=
but I reject...keep saying don't want don't want and don't want...

Haizz...........
A level? Diploma?
I think I'll choose A level more than diploma...
maybe...
50/50%