finally and finally

there was so many things came so suddenly in these few weeks...
NS postponed...found the office till crazy
and my july paper...i don't know take for what?

branch campus of Tarc at pahang had calling me,
said there has no more place to let me study...
asked me wanna go either perak or johor branch campus study..
suppose...
i'm at perak studying certificate now...
but i didn't go...i gave up
changed to study diploma at Segi University College...
start skul on 18th july...
well....i'm waiting that day coming
but i have to take ktm then change to lrt to go there...seems like going to Tarc
luckily...i'm not studying every day..
maximum study 4 days in one week..

body check tomorrow...
for ns one...
and i really speechless for my mom...
she keep asking me to see the blood when i'm checking..
coz i'll faint when i see that kind of things..
OMG.. =.=
is really suffering when i faint...
can't hear anything...feel daze, some more will cold sweat
mom! how could you keep asking me to do this? ><

and finally,
he is leaving me away...
hmm....i have nothing to say,
maybe...this is the only way we can choose..
maybe...is my fault
is me made these things happened...
but i won't choose to forget...
selfish? persistent? i admit....
don't beg of me to forget because of these happen,
i won't promise...
honestly...i feel angry for this