something in my heart....something i see it clearly

"You're gone away from me,

or maybe...
you're not staying beside me at all.
Even though you stay close to me...
but the distance still seems too far between us"

After 2 weeks ago,
I only see such relationship clearly...
very clear.
Yet, I very hate it...

Keep to ask myself "what for?"
Don't know....
Feels that,
I'm very stupid,
feels cheated...betrayed.
The more I think of...the more I hate.
You're not care about me at all.
Am I right?

Too many things happened between us,
thought that...
maybe it would make us become more closer...
at least,
it could let us more believe or know each other...
but,
thing goes worse...
I'm wrong...totally wrong.
Wrong from the beginning.

"You're the first person I ever care about,
but...
you are also the first person who makes me feel disappointed...
and...hate"