I'm okay =)

hey hey...
i'm ok...really~
is okay...it's nothing to me..
sorry for making you all worry about me....
i'm not a patient...at least not now
and i wish that i won't be a patient because of my body problem or in any cases...
am i wrong?
maybe...
i shouldn't write such thing in here...

next Thursday have to go to hospital for checkup...
am i afraid if really need to operation?
hmm....
yup, i'm scared....
but i'm not scared because of pain....i just feel that....
i have to give my life to a stranger,
even though that is a doctor...can i believe him/her?
maybe...i should

nah nah nah.....
haven't know the result don't talk about that...
wish me good luck...
God will always be with me.. =)